スキ--花

20 Dec 2007

2007-12-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

Work's still alright for me. Though it's tiring, my eyes will shine when I think of the money I'm earning. LOL

Yesterday's my mum's birthday. Bought her ZARA voucher, together with my sister and her bf.
And today's my nephew's birthday! He's Jay and he's a little imp aged 4 today.

I did something so horrible to my nose about 3 weeks back.
I tried to squeeze something out of nothing. And now there's this super cool and UGLY 'burnt-mark' looking thing on my nose. Yes. Right in the middle of my nose, where anyone can see it once they see my face.
This blemish has absolutely ruined my whole face. My itchy hands! My stupidity can't be cure. Boo!

1 Dec 2007: SHOW ON STAGE

2007-12-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

First day of December. And today I welcomed SHOW ON STAGE Concert!

Woohoo!!! How can xiaozhu be so handsome?! I was drooling during the concert. AHAHA that's so sickening.

Well concert started and ended at around 8.20pm and 10.20pm respectively. So it lasted for only 2 hours! I was so sad. Coz usually concert last for about 3 hours...

Anyway, still enjoyed it very much. Every moment was so so so enjoyable. I think the main cause is xiaozhu. It was him, thats why the concert was full of happy moments :)

That was this part when he used the computer system to select a fan to go up on stage to be his 'girlfriend' for a love song. And guess what? The selected fan was a guy! It was so funny when the guy look so paisei throughout the song. And xiaozhu make it so lovey-dovey, hold his hand, touched and hugged him. KEKE! xiaozhu said throughout his SHOW ON STAGE tours, this was the first time a guy got selected. So yea, I think this will leave him a deep impression of SG :)
And after the song, he made it clear that the song he sang was not a love song, but a frienship song. hahaha he's so funny

Now I love xiaozhu even more!!
Will upload photos/videos soon... Though they're not clear enough...

27 Nov 2007

2007-11-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

Okay... Nothing much happened today.
Went back to school in the afternoon to collect my report book and testimonial. But a part of the testimonial was written incorrectly. So I didn't take back my piece of testimonial. Anyway it's only the draft.
Came back home, and Xingyun came to take her things from me.

Omg. Tomorrow's my first day of work. I'm nervous ok!? It's tiring. But no choice. I wanna earn $$.
Just hope seriously that the people of the department I'm working in will be nice and friendly. Also hope that it isn't as stressful as I think it'll be -_-"

22 Nov 2007

2007-11-23T02:25:00.000+08:00

Woke up early at 8.30am(YEA! it's super early to me) and went out to North Bridge Commercial Complex, the place where I'd be going for my interview for an admin job. I went there together with Candy. She tagged along so that she could also ask if there's anymore vacancies available.

This was my first time, I think so, that I really reached some place in time. I met the man who was going to interview me, at 10.30am, the exact time that I'd arranged with him. So basically filling in form is something that you just couldn't escape at all when you're looking for a job. It's quite tiring la.
We had a conversation, and he would have to call up his client before we could go on to the second part of the interview.

Thus me and Candy went to shop around Bugis Junction and PARCO while waiting for the man's call. When we decided to watch movie, then came a call from the man. And yes, the client wanted to see us. So both of us travelled to AMK Hub first, before going to the location which is AMK Industrial Park 2.

We went through interview with this man who's also friendly towards us, joking around with us LOL. So, as always, the man said he would contact us if we got shortlisted. And yea so we left there and back to AMK Hub.

When we'd only reached AMK Hub for about ten minutes or so, I received a call from the first guy that interviewed us. AND YES! We got shortlisted!! I was so so happy then. Coz I was thinking, isn't it really really fast that we've got shortlisted!!? Work starts on wednesday, 28 Nov 07.

We're working under Japanese company, Panasonic. So, that means we've to follow the japanese way of working. We've to reach in the morning for some exercises and stretchings before we start work. And there'll be morning and afternoon tea breaks... So and so, everything follows the way a japanese company works. And they are simply strict at time, meaning late is not acceptable!!
Although I felt a bit stressful, I'm looking forward to the job. Why? Haha. For people who knew me well, you'll know that I'm enthu- towards japan-related things. So yea...

16/17/19 Nov 2007

2007-11-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

Yea. These two days I was looking for dress for the Graduation Hi-Tea like MAD.
Went to Orchard on the 16th, and Vivo on the 17th.
And I was really mad with my mum that accompanied me to Vivo. You know what? She was more like shopping for her own rather than helping me to hunt for dress.
Okay, so I ended up buying a metallic black balloon dress. As it looked plain, I bought a red belt to tie it on my waist.

19 Nov 2007. The day the sec 4s and 5s were waiting for so long. YES IT'S GRADUATION HI-TEA 2007!!
Xingyun and Sock Yee came to my house at about 10am and 11.25am respectively. So we prepared and rushed out to take a taxi and fetch Peggy, before going to Raffles Town Club. We reached at exactly 1pm.
We went to the washroom first before entering the ballroom.
So, the graduation hi-tea started and in between we'd fun.

I appreciated Priscilla's effort for making the video for 4E2 pals!! I almost cried. Tears welled up in my eyes.
I'm really glad that I was in 3E2-4E2. Being a part of it makes me proud, real proud. I never really notice the team spirits of 4E2 until Mr Lim mentioned it to the class. We always unite and come together as one, in any one ocassion.
We never disappoint Mr Lim. We received the BEST CLASS AWARD of 2007! We cheered like crazy.
Anyway, everyclass will always feel that they're the best ;)

Here I declare, that I really LOVE 4E2'07 of NVS :)

sockyeeXpeggy

charisDunearn Ballroom of Raffles Town Clubamandajanicehuda(vice-chairperson)bifangpriscillajulianadaryl(chairperson)xiangyu

bryan(thanks for going lower for my height LOL)

mr aw!! :) (but why are you closing your eyes?? sobs.)miss chang :) jiaminchuilaamminxuanhazimah4E2!lewishuichin

14 Nov 2007: TPrawks

2007-11-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

Yeap I went to TPrawks yesterday, together with Charis and Cherine. It was not bad but tiring to me!!

Firstly was the introduction of TP and some engaging activities at TCC. Followed by was my group(Purple 28) visiting School of Business. The courses do attarct me :) I'm attracted by Diploma of Retail Management, which is also my sister's course. And I'm partly influenced by her. Sadly, the visiting of School of Design will fall on 16 Nov, which I've something and can't go! Nvm, I'll definitely go to TP open house next year :D
After we'd lunch, P28 together with other groups went off to T3, Terminal 3!!~
Omg la. The designs were so artistic and high-class. You'll feel that you're at some shopping malls in foreign countries.
(then post a few pictures next time)

TP Open House'08 will give me an answer to the course I'll get in. (despite the fact that I still have to look at my 'O's results!)

Plane situated in T3

The shop, FIFA

The washroom's like bigger than my room... Super spacious...

Immigration hall of T3

The evening sky in TP

my 'O'Level is over!

2007-11-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah hey.
My 'O's is over today, 12 Nov 07! kekekeke
But, in fact, I don't feel super happy or anything. Just that it's over :)

What's coming up next? (Come on! Leave alone my 'O's results! I dare not look at it...)

14 Nov: TPrawks 1st day :)

15 Nov: Unsure yet...

16 Nov: Back to school and... shopping session for Hi-Tea?

19 Nov: Graduation Hi-Tea! ;)

And from 20 Nov onwards... I'm gonna be free! And yeap of coz, I'm looking for job since 3 weeks ago. So I'm currently waiting for any news to start working... I need $$!! LOL.

aiko - Yokogao (Hotaru no Hikari Theme Song)

2007-11-10T20:52:00.001+08:00

This is the theme song for Hotaru no Hikari!! Love it~

I'm Back! PART 2

2007-10-29T01:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm back. Back to this blog that I've been neglecting since 20 June.

First of all... I'm having Olevel exams right now! Since 11 Oct, the Chemistry Practical exam.
My first crucial week had passed, with papers like Amaths, Chemistry(which fell on my birthday), Geography(gosh the paper sucks!) and History(1st time that I managed to finish it!).

Yea, tomorrow is my English papers and Emaths paper 1. And after Tuesday, I can really rest. As by then, I'll only be left with SS, Geography and Chemistry MCQs paper. YIPEE!

To speak honestly. I didn't study for my Os! Can anyone believe it? As in, I study the day before each paper. And I'm totally not nervous/fearful at all, unlike others with 'vibrating' bodies. Well. I'm taking my Os like a child's play. I really don't know what's happening to me. Sicko? Weirdo? Yea, I am indeed.

Ok have to go right now. It's 1.27am now. Need sufficient and plenty of sleep to keep me fresh and awake for tomorrow's papers. Seeya!

I'm back!

2007-06-20T18:40:00.001+08:00

Oh dear. I'm back from Genting since 8 June but I've yet to update anything here.

Ok. The Genting trip with NVMD was a fun one!! But internal conflicts were all suddenly rising then. I really enjoy the moments when we, the seniors were spending the night's free time chatting with dear Ms Zu. Those were memorable moments...

The second day of trip, Tue 5 June was our competition. This was the best of all of New Harvest. Right after our dance ended I heard a loud and sharp cry of screaming/shouting of Ms Zu, who was at the back stage. I felt like laughing then, but I couldn't as I was still on the stage! LOL. She was so happy for us that she cried out her tears of joy. I almost cried too; tears were welling up in my eyes. I'm very touched by all of our efforts. If Azhar, our tribe leader, wasn't there for this competition, I didn't think it would be a perfect performance.
After cleaning up and bathing, we the seniors went down to Starbucks with Ms Zu and had a wonderful time with her, as we were chatting all along till 4am! It was so fun.

The next day we had a performance for the Friendship Concert and we performed the Rain Dance. Ms Zu and her husband said it was a great one, as compared to our SYF'07.
My family arrived in Genting at around 1pm+ and I went to stay with them at night.

The next morning, me and my family went to have our breakfast and then off for shopping. I tried on a few pieces of good-looking clothes but all were too big for me, so I had to give up(sob sob). Then at around 2.45pm, I recieved Jas' message saying that we were allowed to follow Ms Zu to the convention hall to recieve the competition's result. I'm like, "OH shit. WTH. I just ordered my food for lunch." I think quite a bunch of people went there. At about 3.45pm, I recieved Jas' call, "Ay, Celeste, we have a performance tonight. Come back as fast as possible."

What did this mean? It meant that we'd won in the competition! As winning teams would have to perform again at the Closing Ceremony concert. As fast as I could, I rushed back to the hotel. Everyone was already making up and so. I'd forgotten who told me about it, that we'd Gold With Honors!!!! I was like so shocked to hell. We'd got the highest points among all, a 92 out of 100 marks. I was delighted like hell man! But no time for it so I started to prepare for the night.

As mentioned earlier on that there were internal conflicts happening during the trip, everyone's mood were almost greatly affected by it. Our team wasn't bonded well and our moral was very low. But to add on, we were having makeups on and performance for the past 2 days, and so everyone was already feeling tired on that day. And yes, the performance didn't end up well.

That was NVMD's last Harvest. The official end of Harvest. As Ms Zu had said, "Harvest had already reached the peak. There's not a point to perform anymore. By performing again the standard will go down." All of us agreed. But we just couldn't bear bid Harvest a goodbye...

Btw, I'd respected the flippers. They only joined MD for a few months due to SYF'07. But they were able to understand what Ms Zu wanted and expected, and they really did cooperate very well. Thank you all, flippers!

Since the day I was back in Singapore, I really missed the moments chatting with all during the night...

Lastly, love you all guys from NVMD! Thanks for leaving me a great memory of this trip... A fun and nice one...

"This was a tiring... but FUN trip!" - Celeste

off to Genting!

2007-06-04T02:50:00.001+08:00

i'm going to The City of Entertainment --- Genting!! from 4-8 june.

quite excited... but the stupid weights of my backpack, luggage and food make me faint. it's WAY too heavy for me. Argh.

i hope everything will go smoothly for me and NVMD, and of coz the competition!!!

Okie, gtg. seeya on... hmm... 8 june? :]

28 May 2007: Chinese GCE 'O' Level

2007-05-28T14:03:00.001+08:00

Today was my Chinese GCE 'O' Level Examination. hmm... hope I can score well in both P1 and P2. Next will be the oral exam, and I think follow by the Listening Compre... I'll be satisfy if I got a A2 for Chinese. But of coz I do hope for a A1 too. But I know most probably a A2, since that's my standard for Chinese, ever since the syllabus had changed last year.

Going out with my mum later on to Marina Square, and then to The Cathay to watch Blades of Glory with XingYun. I still feel like watching POTC3 more! even though I've watched before!!

I'm thinking of watching POTC3 in Genting(probably with my sister)!! May do it only if I've got the free time. Heard from my sister that the movie tickets over there is only S$5 each! CHEAP.

26 May 2007

2007-05-27T02:03:00.000+08:00

This morning went for dance practice. We practiced for a hour and moved on to Mr Tan KJ's farewell party. We'd brought lots of snacks lol.
Thanks to Mr Tan for his hardwork, effort and trust that he'd given to NVMD for the past one and a half year. Glad that he'll try to make trips back to school for some of NVMD practices in the future :] All the best to him in everything!!

Then went to my grandma's house in the afternoon. And went to VivoCity at night. So BORING.

Btw I was watching POTC3 Behind-The-Scenes 24-min show on HBO, and at the end of the show, the scriptwriters commented that there'd be a possibility that POTC would not be only a trilogy. I hope that someday POTC4 will come by :]
I wanna see more of JACK SPARROW!

These few days I'm feeling so lost, for don't know what reasons. I'm like living and doing things aimlessly. No idea what's wrong with me.

I hate people who break promises/agreement/deal.

I'm thinking, people shouldn't be commenting that they hate backstabbers.
Becoz >>> everyone's SIMPLY A BACKSTABBER. Do think. My point do really makes sense. Isn't that so? I don't believe that in your life you've not talk behind someone's back for at least ONCE.

24 May 2007

2007-05-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

Pirates of The Carribean: At World's End... it's quite disappointing in the storyline and story plot. it's very weak. the only things that remained as before are the great actings of the actors and actress, and of course the great movie effects.

Johnny Depp is still a hottie(in my heart, lol)!!!

19 May 2007

2007-05-20T02:10:00.000+08:00

arh!!! my muscles are aching like hell. all over my body. *dying*

have had dance practice yesterday, 8am-4pm, and today, 9am-2pm. practice Harvest dance. i like it. but it's hardwork and passion that i need.

exams are finally over on wednesday. i dont dare to look at my results for this MYE sia.

on tuesday i went out with Candy and went to watch "200 Pounds Beauty". nice and funny show!!

then on wednesday i went out with BiFang, SockYee, XingYun and Peggy. first went to Bugis and Bugis Street. i bought 2 shirts at 10bucks each. we then went to PS's arcade. most of us were already tired at that time so not really fun... then i went in to DAISO and bought 2 massaging tools. LOL. after that we split up and few of us went home. i went back to CP to meet my mum and we, together with my aunt and cousins, went to KK hospital to visit my cousin who'd given birth to a cute little girl(my niece :] ). she's so cute!!!try to post her picture another day.

on thursday i woke up at 4.30pm. LOL. i wanna sleep till i'm satisfy.
then went out with my parents to Bugis. my mum wanna go there. have had dinner first. it was already 9pm by then so didn't shop much.

i'm gonna be busy this coming week and the weekS after this. haizx. TIRING...

i wanna watch PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT WORLD'S END and BLADES OF GLORY!!!
sob. but there's either no time or no people to accompany me to watch it. SOB SOB SOB...

Pirates of The Carribean: At World's End

2007-05-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so super duper excited.
"Pirates of The Carribean: At World's End" is finally coming!!! After waiting for like... 10 months since last July? yeap.
I've watched the preview/trailers. damn gorgeous! i like the different pieces of music from this movie.

watch the trailers!!
Pirates of The Carribean: At World's End trailer

Pirates of The Carribean: At World's End

there's a sneak preview day which it's on 23 May. but my sister is not free!!! argh.... SOB SOB.

btw the show is 3hrs!!! wow. so long. but there's more to enjoy then :]

10 May 2007: my dad's birthday!

2007-05-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Today's my dad's 53rd birthday! went out with my family and relatives for a dinner celebration. took many pictures! so happy :]

joy(so cute!).jay

joy.grandma

jay(trying to act cute! lol)

joy(she's so cute right?!)

my dad's birthday cake :]

mint(elder sister)(my niece)

jay(brother)(my nephew)

~it's dinner time!~

mint

jay.joy(little sister)(my niece)

more photos to be uploaded later on!!~

SYF'07

2007-04-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

We've been awarded a bronze award. Though I've expected it long ago, I was appalled upon hearing the result. Anyway, as long as we've enjoyed the dance during SYF I think the result does not matter much.

SYF 2007 Modern Dance

me & tiffany

me & tiffany 2

me & fadhil

fadhil

me & sherilyn

me & fabian
NVMD
NVMD 2
NVMD 3 (with teachers)

NVMD @ UCC NVMD @ UCC 2
NVMD @ UCC 3

me.rashida.tivona
me.rashida.tivona.jas 2
me.rashida.tivona.jas 3

me.rashida.tivona.jas 4

me & natalie

mrs chong.ms zu.jas mrs chong.terrence

NVMD @ UCC 4 mrs chong.me
me
me.farah.hildya.khairul.flipper(sorry to forget your name!)

ms zu.me

fond memories on 23rd April 2007...

23 April 2007: SYF 2007

2007-04-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

This day has finally reached.
It is my school, North Vista Secondary, my CCA, Modern Dance's big day. The SYF Central Judging 2007.

Today was the 1st day of the competition. This will end on Wednesday and it'll be the day that we'll know our results. I'M DEFINITELY AIMING FOR A GOLD. but i think SILVER is good enough for us (since the standard has gone up).

Today I left my class at 11am and went to the hall for the last rehearsal. It was pretty good.
Then went for a shower. And everyone started changing into the costumes and doing make-up.
I changed and did my own make-up. Glad that Ms. Zu was satisfied with it. She told few others to come to me so i could help them witht their make-ups. I helped Chloe and Ayu only as I was slow in making-up and could only help these 2.
After that I did the styling of hair for myself. When everyone was ready, we gathered together.
We received gifts and blessings from the teachers. Mr Tan gave each of us a dragonfly keychain, made up of strings and beads. It had different colours which are all very very nice and awesome!
HE HANDMADE ALL BY HIMSELF OVER THE WEEKEND! I'm so touched!! He said the dragonfly lived for passion. I will remember that :]
Then we each received a rose from Ms. Zu. It was lovely!

We then took a few group photos. And we set off to UCC.
When we reached there we saw a few other school's performancers.
We did some cheers and warm-up over there. It was the last preparation for all of us.
I'm very sad and depressed. Because this SYF item is gonna be the last project of Mr Tan with us. He's leaving our school soon. I'm so super sad!! Can anyone understand? Another family member is leaving us...
I'd regretted a lot for forgetting(!!!) to take photos with Mr Tan today!!! I hated myself for that...

:[

I'm not gonna described how it was like during and after the performance. It's hard to describe by words.

I'm gonna upload the pictures soon...

MY DREAM CAMERA!! --- FujiFilm Z5fd

2007-04-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

That's it! my dream camera; FujiFilm Z5fd!!!

I like the one of Rasberry Red!! so nice!!!~

Source:
Japan FujiFilm
Global FujiFilm

11 April 2007

2007-04-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

I'll put aside my exams and studies now. lol.

I'm so excited about the Genting trip in June with Modern Dance!!!! going there for an international competition! that's so cool~
We're staying in First World Hotel. i'm goonna share room with Jas and Tvee :] so happy~

it's only 11 days to SYF... omg!! that's fast...

this few days i don't feel stress at all. WHY?? i also don't know. perhaps i've finally conquer my stress? hmm... no idea.

I'm going to Malacca for 2 days 1 night over the weekend on 28 April with my godfather and Candy. can go there and relax; right before my MYE starts.

I'm trying super super super duper hard to save money now coz I wanna get a camera!
OH SH*T. i'm now obsessed with many many expensive things. Think that i'm gonna spend a stupendous amount of $$$ on a lot of things!!

btw i've made an entry in the NV Modern Dance blog. to the SYF dancers, please do read the entry that i've made.

8 April 2007

2007-04-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

did you notice something about the date?
YES! today is 1st anniversary since last year's North Vista Golden Jubilee Concert @ UCC!! god. it's so fast. i missed those days.

okie. i've been really busy with my life now. most probably is because of the upcoming TESTS & EXAMS. they're FREAKING ME OUT.

how i hope i'm now free from schoolwork and those tiring & exhausting Tests & Exams...
I WANT MY LIFE!

On friday i went to ViVoCity with my mum. we reached at 8.30pm which was pretty late. we went to get some food before moving on. we walked past RIVER ISLAND and we went in. GUESS WHAT? i saw the trousers that i like it so much, which i 1st saw it in a magazine. it'a $123. so ex!! then i saw another baggy cargo pants. i like it too! so i tried both.
I'M HAVING A REAL HARD TIME STRUGGLING WHICH TO BUY. i ended up buying both! coz my mum said it's hard to spot something esp. clothes, which i'll like it so much and it fits and looks well on me. I'M SO HAPPY!!!!

then went out with Candy yesterday. went to watch "Freedom Writers". it's a nice movie. i recommend you guys to watch it. at the end of the movie i then got to know that it was based on a true/real-life story.

I MUST SAVE $$$ NOW. i've lots of things that i wanna have or get it!!

argh

2007-03-27T16:20:00.000+08:00

I HATE ANTS. I'M NOW SUPER DUPER ALLERGIC TO THEM.
THEY SUCK! KEEP APPEARING IN MY HOUSE. DA KITCHEN, DA TOILET, THE ROOMS, DA FOOD, DA RUBBISH BIN. etc. ANYWHERE. & @ ANYTIME.

THEY SUCK! Eewww!!

Hana Yori Dango -RETURN-

2007-03-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

It had ended on 16 March 2007 in Japan. This is a gorgeous drama man!

The part after Doumyouji proposed to Makino and when the stadium beams of light lit up, my hair stands. coz it's so gorgeous and touching!! PERFECT ENDING. wouldn't want a Season 3. but i want a SPECIAL of HYD! they can probably show about the wedding ceremony of them, like getting to the venue late and have some cute quarrels. that's what i wanna watch! hopefully.
I also want MaoXJun to get together into another drama serial. they're just too cute and a perfect couple. LOVE THEM TO THE CORE!

There are pictures of them in my photobucket. do take a look!

zijin's photobucket

26 March 2007

2007-03-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

I'M FEELING FREAKY EXHAUSTED.

why? coz of STUDIES; majority of it. next, it's gotta be SYF. i'm stressing up! i'm lack behind for schoolwork. or cant understand well. and SYF. now is the crucial period! cannot fall sick and feel stress in fact! mustn't disappoint Ms Zu, Jas, Tvee, the other seniors and all!!

This few days my brain is crapped and full of Amaths. its so hard!! however i'm trying my best to catch up with what i'm behind. like hw. i haven hand it in. OPPS.

Last saturday i was supposed to meet Candy; we were going to orchard. I ended up waking up at 2.45pm as i knew it's pretty impossible for me to wake up late on Saturday coz every time there's dance practice in the morning. so i called her. guess what. she went back to sleep after having her lunch! argh. so i changed the time to 4pm. when i'm going out near 4pm. guess what again? SHE'S WENT BACK TO SLP AGAIN JUST NOW AND HAD ONLY FINISH BATHING.
okie nvm. I'D WAIT THEN. guess what again next? she sms me and I thought she was ready to go out. but what? she told me that someone's fixing her air-con and she can't get her clothes. wth. and we only managed to meet at 5pm. that's pretty late.

we went kino, help sis to buy the book on SHOW, Jolin, Stanley and Rainie. then we went to eat MOS. we then passby Wisma Isetan. we went to shop(a bit like crazy). she got herself a baby jacket and i got a THE BOX pant!! yipee~ but 40bucks gone in my bank! my hard-saved $$.

Video-watching sites

2007-03-13T02:52:00.000+08:00

Recently I don't get to watch the videos that I wanna watch on Youtube.
In fact, I've been going to 2 sites which are both pretty good for watching videos, just like Youtube.

okie anyway here are the links:

YouTube
(the videos that ppl can upload are quite limited nowadays. and users get suspended quite often.)

Crunchy Roll
(have a wide variety of Asian dramas, movies and variety shows)

Daily Motion
(i watched HYD2 here. the users are very effective and efficient in uploading HYD2 with subs! :] )

13 March 2007

2007-03-13T02:43:00.000+08:00

my sister came back from the airport.
she bought me a bag which was a Japan's brand, and a shirt.
she helped me bought PLAY March issue at HK! it cost only SG$6! kekeke. no need to waste a trip down to Kino and it's cheaper in fact.
she bought batteries. hahahaha. coz it was selling cheap in HK. and buying batt in SG is costing me lots of $$.
she bought quite a few pieces of shirt, skirts and jeans. she said we could share and wear them.

when she reached home i tell her, "i dont have the feeling that you just came back from HK. and i'm already use to it that you're not at home." ahahaha. i'm so bad.

12 March 2007

2007-03-13T02:29:00.000+08:00

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe's ending --- goes down the hill. quite disappointed about it. okie dont talk about this.

my sister went to Hong Kong from Friday morning till Monday evening. during this short period, her laptop and her bed are MINE! ahahaha. i 'NUA' her bed till very shiok. for those who know hokkien should know what i meant. haha.

have dance practice on saturday morning. then in the evening went CP with Candy to eat MOS. she wanted to come my house after that but as we met up with my cousin, we reached my house at about 10pm. so she stayed overnight, as my father was very tired and thus he didn't drive candy back home.

watched HYD2 Episode 10 last night... argh! I hate the girl Nakashima Umi!! okie whatever. Japan's gonna broadcast the last episode this Friday... omg so sad... why is this series ending so soon.. I'm really gonna miss it!!~

today went to school for dance practice. was late for 10min(oops!). today's practice was pretty fine. everyone improved bits. but believed that all can do it better than today's practice.

then went to Lavender for dinner with dad, mum, cousin and his gf, another cousin and his family, candy's family and my uncle & aunt (wow~). on the way back i had a really painful/awful stomach cramp. gosh. my lips just went pale. i almost sh*t on my pants sia. argh. then rushed to the toilet right after reaching home.

1 March

2007-03-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

omg. realized that i didn't update my blog for so long.
okie. anyway life's busy for me these few weeks.
2 weeks back, i cut my hand. the cut simply makes me feel so numb. i ended up not performing during the CNY sch concert... felt so sorry towards the others in the team.

what's happening to this year's CNY? there wasn't really any CNY mood or atmosphere. it was simply so boring. argh. but glad there was angbaos :D gee

this week i'm busy for tests and common tests..

on monday, got to know during recess that dance practice was cancelled.. so i went home after school.. then on tuesday, miss chen let my class know who's supposed to drop to combined science or drop either one of the pure sciences we are taking... i wasn't told to drop any of them. however i went up to miss chen and ask if we are allowed to drop if we wanted to. she say yes, and the appeal must come along with parent's letter. so i took a form from her. i wanted to drop physics.

i wanna drop it coz i really do excel or do well in physics. if i'm drop, i can rather spend time concentrating on chemistry and do well in it. i was thinking that the free periods during physics in the future can be use to revise my chem :] bifang is also dropping... think that the both of us can feel a bit more relax.

11 Feb 2007

2007-02-11T15:56:00.000+08:00

27 Jan went to watch S.H.E's concert... it started at around 8.30pm and ended around 11pm... it was a nice, but fast concert... everything seem to end so quickly that I can't find time to enjoy the moments...

on friday 9 feb, went to UCC at 8.30pm for SYF'07 rehearsal... it was a fun one... not as stress as before... sadly I have to missed lessons for this... after that when we reached school at 1pm, I've eaten and wait till 2.30pm for 'O'Level 2006 results to be released in the hall... gosh. they did it so well; and congrats to my dance senior from 4E4'06, Marinah, for scoring an excellent results of 3 A1s and 3 A2s... what a smart and pretty girl!! :)

then at night, went to Marina Square alone and met up with my sister and her friends at KBox... it was cheap, $13+ per person... somemore we sang at night; which should be more ex right lol.

so excited that CNY is coming...
and Hanazakarino Kimitachihe is gonna be broadcasted on Channel U on 15 Feb 2007, Thursday, at 7pm, every Mon-Fri. Remember to watch it!! If not you will regret it seriously! haha

Hana Yori Dango II !!!

2007-01-27T02:46:00.000+08:00

finished watching HYD2 up to episode 3 today... gosh--- first 2 episodes are miserable... don't understand why is Domyouji acting so coldly towards Tsukushi... so sad...

and episode 3 is starting to rock!! :) glad to see that Domyouji is still a caring and devoted guy towards Tsukushi... i'm in fact looking forward to the relationship between Tsukushi and Rui... don't know why lol.

I'M SO EXCITED TO WATCH HYD2 EPISODE 4!!!!

hana yori dango I & II is definitely the best dramas ever!!! :D

found out this website, CruchyRoll. it's such a nice site!!

14 Jan 2007

2007-01-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. 2007 is a rotten, exhausting and tiring year to me. it's only week 2 of school and i'm tired like hell man!! ok. no more say in school-related stuffs.

i wanna talk about what I did on friday(12 jan)...

i went to compass point to meet Candy at 4pm+ for lunch cum dinner... then we went down to kinokuniya at Takashimaya... so happy when i saw the comics that i wanna buy is out... so i grabbed one and walked to the magazines & pictorial books etc. corner...

jumped up high when i saw the PLAY jan issue... there're stacks and stacks of them... Candy decided to buy the one with Chun and Ella on it... i was deciding so hard and finally grab a copy of it with Jiro and Ella on it... one trip there and i've spent $15 sia... but happy when i bought them! :)

then went back to compass point and shop shop. we then went to the arcade to relieve stress(i'm too stress up). then meet my mum, candy's mum and brother and my aunt and uncle who's also at CP. shop a bit of more and i get a drink of Mocha with pearl before the bubble tea shop's closing... what a satisfying day! shiok sia~~~

3 Jan 2007

2007-01-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

my 1st post in year 2007! :) this' gonna a tough year for me... SYF 2007 and 'O'Level... hope to strive for a Gold award in SYF'07 and good results for 'O'Level :)

today's 1st day of school. reported at 7.30am for CCA carnival rehearsal that'll be held this friday. it ended at 10am. went to change into uniform. then not much time left to eat. so i ended up eating a sandwich... i was so hungry at that time...

lessons started at 11am. then did all the admin stuffs in class. there was a recess at 1.30pm. planning to eat rice. but the queue's too long! ended up eating nothing!! during the next few hours of lessons my stomach was 'grumbling' so loudly... gosh... i was so tired that i slept in class! so paisei...

4.25pm school ended. so excited coz i could finally get something to eat!! on the way back home bought bubble tea :) reached home, bath and i can finally eat!! the food my mum cooked was so yum-my~~~ finished my bubble tea after that and ate the french fries that my mum fried it. felt so guilty! ate so much... gonna gain weight again *faint*

23 Dec 2006

2006-12-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Death Note 2: The Last Name Sneak Preview alone just now at PS! It's nice and funny! :) but the ending is a bit disappointing.

Just like Hana Yori Dango, the comics-based drama, Death Note 2's plot and events have been linked. In other words, the story in shortened. Any unnecessary details are not included in the movie. But I loved this movie coz there's quite alot of parts of it which are funny! Ryuk; the Shinigami is funny...

I only bought the ticket at $8! so super cheap to me... It was supposed to be $9.50, including the booking fee online would be $10.50. But I used my cousin's Safra membership whereby the tic would be cheaper at $8. Including using the HSBC credit card cuts off $1 more from the $8, which is $7... Add on the $1 booking fee was $8. From $10.50 to $8! I saved alot :D so happy

14 Dec 2006

2006-12-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

Went to Orchard today in the afternoon with Candy. We went to Kinokuniya and we saw 花樣少年少女 pictorial book! OMG. and I bought without much consideration. Candy was deciding if she should buy or not. so I 'temp' her lor. I succeeded :D
we then came back to my house and then went to IKEA @ tampines. ate our dinner there, shop around and went home. so boring -_-''

花樣少年少女《寫真書》

more infor @ http://www.booknews.com.tw/painting/index.htm

20 Nov 2006

2006-11-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

Went to school for dance in the morning @ 8.15am. met our new dance instructor, Mr Ben(Bevan Foo?). He's a nice & funny instructor :)
There's dance practice on wed from 8.15-11.30am and I'll have to go back school @ 6pm again to help out for the camp(Thur-Sat)... it's a busy week for me...

when I got home today, my mum told me my cousin's office needed 2-4 ppl to pack stuffs that's to be sent on Thursday. so I got me, candy & xyz for her, tomorrow, from 9am-6pm. $5 per hour! omg it's a lot to me! haha :D great deal lol

today is my one and only day to enjoy, before moving on to my dance practice/camp and the work tomorrow.

15 Nov 2006

2006-11-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

went to watch Death Note for the 2nd time with Candy and my godbrother, Davis, yesterday. it's his birthday last thursday so me and Candy treated him to watch DN, though both of us had watched before.

today, went to Bugis with Joan and Xingyun. not nice to shop one. bugis street's also...
then we went to PS for awhile and went home. erm. quite a boring shopping trip? lol.

yesterday i thought abt this quite seriously: I seriously and sincerely hope that no one else will 'promote' to me their religion; ANYMORE. i'm fine with those who just tell me how good their religion is. but pls, don't 'promote' to me your religion or critisize MY religion. i'm tired of that.

11 Nov 2006

2006-11-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

wow. i've not been updating my blog for 14 days lol. think i'm lazy to do so.

nth much happened today. last day of bridging course... came home and slept from 4-9.30pm. muahaha. i'm a pig. but a nice sleep with no interuptions.

i'm obsessed with Death Note these few weeks lol. affected by Xing Yun, the main obsessed one. i'm now reading the comics till volume 7... the part before L dies.. sad. i think i just dont wanna accept the truth so i'm stucked there since 2 days ago. i'm watching Death Note, again, with my cousins next Tuesday... treating my god-brother to the movie coz yesterday's his birthday... btw below is the picture and description of Death Note Volume 13: How To Read. cool right? ;)

27 Oct 2006

2006-10-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

thanks Charis for her birthday present... i liked the kitty box she gave me... have always wanted something like that :)

went to Orchard Cathay yesterday with Xing Yun.. we watched both the japanese movies, "Sinking of Japan" and "Death Note". for SoJ, i liked the movie's effects. and i can understand the geography thingy very well. what caldera, volcanoes, earthquakes, fault zones, subduction... pretty nice; but the story plot is really awful... a good movie with poor storylines...

DN is nice! but through out the movie my bladder's going to burst like that... full of urine -_-'' in the movie i like L's actions, the way he sits, hold things, and use the lollipop to stir the cup of coffee. so funny! i think DN2 will be in S'pore in early 2007...

we watched SoJ at 2.55pm and DN at 4.55pm... initially we thought we'd to rush like hell, but it ended that we'd more than enough time before going into the cinema for DN...

we bought the family popcorn combo and ate/drank through out TWO movies. hahaha. quite a save of money... comparing to watching either one of the 2 movies next time, we dont have to spend extra $$ buying the drinks and stuffs again :D gee

went to ICA building for my IC registration today... waited for like 40-50min...

24 Oct 2006

2006-10-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

what a boring birthday it is... haizx so sian...

anyway thanks to all who remember my birthday or sent me birthday greetings :)

ppl who sent me birthday greetings via SMS/MMS are Candy, Charis, Candy's mum, Sihua, Joan, Xing Yun, Wan Jing and Amanda... thankie!

24 Oct 2006: it's my birthday! :)

2006-10-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

It's my birthday! haha :D

I received my first present from my group of girl-friends. They bought 'Goong'(Princess Hours) OST, a pair of earrings and a keychain for me as a gift!! so happy :) gee

Thanks to Xing Yun, Bifang, Sock Yee, Juliana, Joan, Sihua, Jessica and Pei Yi for that ;) and birthday sms greeting from my cousin-cum-buddy Candy at 12am lol. and Charis too!

actually don't expect many ppl to remember my birthday... just my family, close relatives and friends will do :)

18 Oct 2006

2006-10-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

Today went to school for the "Fine Ladies & True Gentlemen" course. we then went to BREEKS! for our practical :) what a full meal it is, but it tastes really good! hahaha.

When we reached school, it's like, 3/4 of 3E2 went up to the 3rd floor and started 'harassing' the teachers for our results lol.

I got to know my results for English, Emaths, Amaths, Physics and Geography... Emaths, on the dot, scored a A1(75m). Amaths i scored a A2(71.3m) which I think its quite ok. Physics i'm so satisfied! i got a B4(60m) :) as compared to the MOY paper which i scored only 34(F9!!!), i did improved ALOT!! haha. Geography>>hmm. so-so la. scored a A2(71.5m). Mr Lim(EL'cher) said i improved alot in English. i improved in Paper 1 on the writings. got a B4(60.1), which is the MOE target! i've made it! yipee~~

but i'm asking myself this Q: should i feel happy or sad for my results??? I only get a on-the-dot-75m-A1. the rest are so-so marks only. but i still have to see how it goes as the final overall includes the MOY and CAs marks too. just hope that i can get A1 for Chemistry and Chinese. i already neglect combined hum. so i dont care abt that lol.

afterall, i aimed to be in the Top 10!! haha. and hope i can get Edusave Awards! lol. what a greedy me :D

11 Oct 2006 : exams' over!

2006-10-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

wow. like so long nv come and update my blog le.

today's a big day. coz exams' over!! so happy now. but i'm having a really bad and painful sore throat. arghh. anyway, next wednesday then have to report to sch. can rest 1 week.

i so long nv go to town le!! like 1 or 2 months nv take the MRT le. haha. if possible think i'm going out tomorrow. hope my irritating throat gets better tomorrow.

i really have no confidence on this time's round results. the papers are hard & i didn't really study hard enough. omg. but my aim is to get the reward of $250! haha. i so greedy.

*marks or grades does not matter. as long as i did my best :) cheers! (like consoling myself muahaha)*

My Girl

2006-09-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

OMG! I saw this picture of 'My Girl' at soompi forum. my gosh. this is so cute!!

Ju Yoo-Rin & Seol Gong-Chan~

花樣少年少女

2006-09-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

OMG! I saw this photo of the upcoming Taiwanese drama, Hanazakarino Kimitachihe 花樣少年少女!! it's a MUST WATCH!!!

9 September 2006

2006-09-10T02:41:00.000+08:00

omg. how i wish i can watch Shinhwa's concert tomorrow!! argh. i'm super regretting now. it's like; i don't have the money to watch it and i've been sending in for some contests to win the tics. OMG

anyway... I gave Jay Chou's new album as a gift to my sister... i preorder it for her, bought it for her. AND THEN I STILL HAVE TO COLLECT THE ALBUM FOR HER. wth.

i wonder if anyone will remember my birthday. it's like; alot of ppl are asking me WHEN is my birthday... even few of my closer frens... so sad... i didn't even receive 10 birthday greetings each and every year... haizx... the only ppl who remembers it are my family, my ah ma, my brothers, and charis... haizx...

6 September 2006

2006-09-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

oh my god. i've not been updating my blog at all for about 10 or more days le. finally i'm back.

last thursday i can't imagine what i did to my computer. i spoilt it man(though it's the installation disc's fault). now my sister trying to install Firefox into the com and see if there's anything she could do to let my com 'survive'.

these few days breaking my brain, coz of the EL project. the project brief is not 'brief' at all. the instructions are so confusing. lousy man.

this week is my September one-week holiday. i've been sleeping like a pig. Zzz. sleeps till 2+pm everyday. on sunday i slept till 4pm. muahaha :D and i didn't even care to do my hw lor. lalala~ WHO CARES

22 August 2006

2006-08-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

Finally today had passed... what an exhausted day it is... today's Amaths and Physics tests are not smooth and easy to me... Failing for sure... haizx...

today get back Geography and previous SS test paper... i got 21/30 for geo. think it should be high?? coz think the highest is 23... then SS i got 5/13. lol. so low man. i think my combined humanities really can't make it...

today Modern Dance right, the instructor is super horrifying man!! we did the warm up like siao lor!!! i cannot 'ta-han' liao. so give up a few moments when doing. i think the days with him till next yr's 2007 SYF will be a challenge to me man. dots.

my mum bought me and my sis "She's The Man" dvd! yahoo~ watching it later. lalala~~

TESTS!!!

2006-08-19T02:43:00.000+08:00

Oh my god. I'm super duper fu*king stress!!!!! HELP!!! my mental's breaking down...

Below is my test/test day: (you might be shocked to see how many test i'm gonna have)

Tuesday (15 Aug) - Geography Test
Friday (18 Aug) - EMaths Test

Monday (21 Aug) - History re-test
Tuesday (22 Aug) - AMaths Test
- Physics Test
Thursday (24 Aug) - English Test
Friday (25 Aug) - History Test

Monday (28 Aug) - Social Studies Test
Tuesday (29 Aug) - Chinese Test

so can you see how stress and tired I am now... sobbed...

10 August 2006

2006-08-10T19:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday i'm super satisfied with what i'd bought at Kinokuniya... 20% off sale man!! so i ran down to Kinokuniya at Orchard and had my purchase.

i bought 2 comics and Tokyo Juliet's pictorial book @ first. then when my sis came to look for me, we both wondered if there'd be any discount for the dvd. coz i wanted to buy My Girl's dvd so badly. it cost $39.90 after discount at Blue Max and it cost $41.90 at Kino and $33.52 after discount.

so my sis asked for me abt it, coz i'm scaredy cat, lol :D when i heard there's a discount on the dvd, for sure i'm going to redeem it!! so instead i bought 2 comics and MY GIRL DVD. muahaha. though all my savings are gone. sobbed. it cost $54.85 at first, and after the 20% discount. guess what. it saved me $11!!!! haha, so happy.

ok. will have to start my savings again for a rainy day le. seeya :)

5 August 2006

2006-08-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

first entry in August...

i woke up at 3pm today. slept at 1 last night. slept for 14 hours again. muahaha.
then the first thing i did was to message my best friend, Meimei. today's her birthday! had a little chat with her through messaging. then i ate my so-call lunch. from 4-5pm i listened to F.I.R's new album. i'd learnt 2 songs. their songs are really super duper nice... it's worth it so go and get a copy of their new album now... then went to compass point with my mum, cousins and one of their family. saw my 3 super duper cutie, 2 nieces-Mint and Joy, then the naughty nephew-Jay. we went to Swenson for dinner. i got a bloated stomach after eating the Chilly Fish spaghetti and sharing a regular Earthquake ice-cream with them. cool. it's my first time eating dinner at Swenson. but really very full...

later/tomorro will have to rush for my assignments/test... sian!

31 July 2006

2006-07-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

today's weather is cool... not very hot... it's comfortable... but keep going to the toilet; too much urine liao. dots.

after sch i went to change into dance attire. i walked to the music room. guess what? there's a paper pasted on the door saying, "today no modern dance :) ". WTH!!! wasted my time and effort to change...

so i just went and reached home at abt 3.40pm. then read i-weekly & ei8htdays, use my sis' laptop and went to bath. i asked my dad to buy me pearl milk tea. wahaha. was enjoying drinking it while watching tv. my aunt and uncle then came to my house. my aunt gave me 10bucks. muahaha. but i rejected quite a few times. i can't win her so have to take it. then now using com... later going to study for tomorro's chinese test and finish up physics hw...

tomorro going to PS to watch "The Lake House"! muahaha. with Candy.

29 July 2006

2006-07-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

on wednesday, i went to watch "Pirates of The Carribean: Dead Man's Chest". IT'S SO NICE!! johnny depp as jack sparrow is so sexy... but captain jack is so coward and lady-like... dots. but can't deny that he looks sexy!!

on thursday, teacher gave out the Amaths test paper. he was speaking so softly. he let out a name. he mumbled. i thought he was calling out another classmate's name. so i called that friend. she turned back. suddenly i heard ppl in front calling my name. teacher announced--Full Marks, 40 appoint 40. gosh, that's me!! i'm shocked. to cut short, this is an easy test, i'm not surprised i can score that well. after that, i'm worrying for the next chapter's test. it'll be a hard one. die liao.

i went to rent "National Treasure" yesterday. i watched it at night. but it was under a situation where i felt sleepy. the show looks so boring. after half an hour watching it, i stopped and went to sleep. i watched it just now. it was a nice movie indeed. amazing movie. i've got a theory inside me: Don't ever watched a movie when you're feeling sleepy. The movie will turned out to be boring and pointless.

it's true. as it happened to me too last week when watching "Elizabethtown".

25 July 2006

2006-07-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

I've been sicked lately... due to the summer heat? think so. i've got bad sore throat few days back and blocked nose+flu.
last friday night i ate the med which may cause drowsiness. i ate it and slept at 12.30am. you know what? i slept till next day 2.30pm. for 14hours. i woke up and ate lunch. do this do that. i went to sleep again(coz i take some med again). sleep for 2 more hours. i'm really crazy. and i felt very tired the whole day! gosh. i'm like a pig.

today have had Amaths test. i'm stucked at a question. i got the solution the very last minute. i managed to answer it. why must it always be at the last minute for me to think of the solution? lousy brain. it happens to almost every single tests/exams. today i've learnt some new chapters. for geography is don't know what plate de. i wanna ask teacher to teach me again, but the problem is i don't know what i don't know. get me? then chemistry is on acid. don't know how the cher get the equation. i really going crazy liao... so many work and i don't know how to do. argh.

20 July 2006

2006-07-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

i've not been updating my blog for 1 week...

this week is absolutely so horrible... its so hot!!

in school, due to my history teacher who just had some minor leg(?) operation, my class have to give in that classroom to her as her homeroom and we shift up to 4th level's 4E4 classroom. wth. the classroom has no ventilation!!! it's hot like hell. these few days i've been suffering from heat stroke like that. feeling dizzy, sleepy, slight fever etc... the school is idiotic enough to have our class to stay at that hell place. argh!!! somemore the windows cannot open one. it's stucked. lousy classroom.

if i really got sick or faint due to heat stroke i'll curse the school to hell. feel so sick these few days. horrible week. and i'm very busy this week. really 'THANKS' to the school. SICKO

12 July 2006

2006-07-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

i feel so tired right now. yawn. later still have to do hw... sian... nothing to do online. wanna watch the drama on Youtube but the user haven upload new episode.

i walked passed Rivervale Plaza so i 'shun bian' went to the video shop. and you know what i saw? GOONG's VCD!! though i know its already out last weekend. pretty cheap!!!! the first volume only cost $18.90(got 2 volumes), though the suggested price to sell is $21.90.

this video shop sell vcds at cheap prices. last time i went to both TS and this shop... you know what... the same title cost 10bucks more @ TS! i advice those who wanna buy vcds/dvds to make a trip to different shops to see the price or call the shops; before 'impulsive buying' happens. gee. i learn these words from my sis. btw my english is really poor. lol

11 July 2006

2006-07-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

i slept @ 5.30am on monday morning!! for what? of coz it's World Cup!! why France didn't win!? i just feel that Italy wasn't very potential at all. no ofence to the Italy's fans.

ok. anyway. i feel so tired yesterday and today... feel like sleeping whole day round. theres so many test and so much homework to be done. STRESS. luckily now only have a minor SS project. will have to do most of the hw later on. tomorrow still got Geography test. sian.

hope that i can sleep earlier tonight. tomorrow also got cca. so tired!!! ah!!!!! argh.

9 July 2006

2006-07-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

i woke up @ 2pm today. it was so nice to sleep on a rainy day.

after washing my face my mum received a call saying that my auntie's husband had passed away. though not really close to her family, but knowing a relative had passed away i just felt kinda weird. may he rest in peace after much torture from cancer.

i've been doing hw all day long, since 3pm. all the way to 10pm.

tonight is World Cup's final match, and I MUST WATCH IT FOR SURE!!! though i'm not a soccer fan lol. i bet France!! may Italy lost, wahaha(i'm so evil) the match starts at 2am. but tomorrow there's sch!! what the... just hope that i don't doze off in class tomorrow then.

seeya

8 July 2006

2006-07-08T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey guys.

i want everyone to know that i always felt dislike by others. this is absolutely a terrible feeling.

i'm always able to sense if someone likes me or not. i seem to realize one thing.

i'm disliked by everyone around me. i guess its my character that had irritated them. i tried to change. but things just goes the same. i'm always wondering why am i so unlucky? disliked by everyone. sometimes i just feel like jumping down and end my life. i don't care if ppl thinks that i'm emotional, childish or too silly over this issue coz it matters to me alot.

this is really miserable. and this is one of the few reasons for me to start a blog to express my thoughts, my mind and every thing. i hope that i can feel happy while i'm trying to throw away those unhappy thoughts and feelings by writing something here.

i don't care if anyone reads them. just allow me to tell someone or anyone my thoughts.

8 July 2006

2006-07-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

i always seem to keep things to myself... and i really hate it...

in june holidays, i seem to discover and know a few secrets and i felt really sick! how i hope i didn't know those secrets...

i'm unable to share the secrets here though. its pretty personal but i just hope to tell that someone that i know those secrets already. pls don't hide. keep hiding it only makes me feel uneasy ok?

my first post

2006-07-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

hey guys out there!

this is my first time and post on a blog.

though i think spending some time on blog is a waste, but i've decided to create one for some reasons. i just simply want a place for me to let out my thoughts.

i'll go on to my next post to start my blog :) the first post i'll talk about what i really wanna say(one of the reason for creating this blog)

seeya ;)